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May 2nd, 2008 (09:30 pm)
That's new for me....
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *pause for breath*HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay, I feel minorly better.....
First, let me say that I lvoe my life. I love my friends, my family, and I thank God (Not as often as I should) that he is letting me live the way I do and I thank him that he lets me continue on. 
Second, let me say that I love everyone close to me This includes, but is not limited to the Days [Feel special, you were first], Josh, Liz, Kayleigh, Anna, McCoy, and All my family (of course).
Third of all, I would like to say that this is NOT a suicide note. If you thought it was, you don't know me too well  :D Sorry, but to me it started to sound like it... lol.
Okay, now to the point.... 
My parents are getting seperated. 
I kinda felt proud, about them being together. No one on the Shaw side of my family hadn't been through a divorce except me. Well, technically, Justin hasn't, but he came close. I guess that means I was proud of myself, but anyway. 
I know this is God putting me through trials. I know becaused I asked for them. (I had troubles to figure out if I was saved, and the Bible says it so....Nvr mnd. Don't ask) So yeah...... I feel way better now. I dont mind if you reply to this or not, but if you reply, I won't ignore you. So, how was your day today?

Comments

Posted by: Elizabeth ([info]erizabeff)
Posted at: May 3rd, 2008 07:48 pm (UTC)
Wistful Ringo

Oh my God, I'm so sorry to hear about this. I know I'd be freaking out if something like this happened to me. I don't even know what so say, I don't think anything I could say to make this easier. Just, hang in there, I guess. ]:

Posted by: Zaxbeez ([info]zaxbeez)
Posted at: May 4th, 2008 03:18 am (UTC)

Thanks for trying. I feel better, though. All you or I or anyone else can do is to pray. Plz plz plz pray for me and Mom and Dad. Oh, and this never leaves this bulliten (Thingy), but that was the most I've ever cried... 4 tears.... Not fun.

Posted by: Elizabeth ([info]erizabeff)
Posted at: May 4th, 2008 04:47 pm (UTC)

Crying is good for the soul, it's a sign of strength to cry. At least I hope it is because I do an awful lot of it. lol

Posted by: Zaxbeez ([info]zaxbeez)
Posted at: May 4th, 2008 10:39 pm (UTC)

lolz. Yeah, but I'm not much of a cryer. i cry once, then don't ever again. Example: dexter (My fave doggy) died valentines day 06. I cried once, and didn't cry over it again. I think I just have like the peace of Christ or something... oh wellz.

Posted by: Elizabeth ([info]erizabeff)
Posted at: May 4th, 2008 11:19 pm (UTC)
The Swan Princess

I cry very easily, especially when I'm mad. It's kind of annoying sometimes. D:

Posted by: Zaxbeez ([info]zaxbeez)
Posted at: May 4th, 2008 11:22 pm (UTC)

Awwww.....

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